baby fever...

Here I go writing down my thoughts again! I am having baby fever and it is bad. I am not sure if it is because you always want what you can't have. Adam is still looking for a job and we are still living in our tiny house. I keep telling Adam we could have another child and he/she could sleep in the bathtub. However, it would get pretty old moving the bedding every morning/evening we wanted to shower or bathe the other kids since that is the only shower/bathtub in our house. Have I mentioned that we have a tiny house? I am not sure if I have baby fever because a couple of my closest friends have had baby girls. My dream family has always been two boys and two girls. I just love shopping for Lindsay. She is so much fun. I do love my boys, but buying khaki pants and dress shirts gets pretty boring after awhile. A lady overhead me talking about finding Lindsay some more bows the other day and she told me of a store where I could find every single color imaginable. Let's just say I have not been to that store yet because I know I will get myself into trouble. What can I say, I love fixing Lindsay's hair.

On the other hand, I am getting pretty comfortable not having to deal with "baby" stuff. The highchair needs a scrub down and then it can go into the attic for the first time in over five years. Nicholas who isn't even two yet is doing awesome potty training. I like the fact that I don't have to feed a child every three hours and I get to sleep ALL night long.

Oh, but the new baby smell, the first smiles, first giggle, first time sitting up, first time crawling/walking, etc......